落尽梨花月又西

这几日无法入睡，叹，今天早上又是六点睡的。窝在被子里听你的歌，其实只是想听你的声音，想要铭刻于心，这样才有安全感。年年如是，告诉自己不能在那天伤心，又每每悬然欲滴。

酒和烟都已经准备好了哟，还有今天一登陆就送我个字母'M'的TAG，用那么多年还是头一回

此恨何時已。滴空階、寒更雨歇，葬花天氣。三載悠悠魂夢杳，是夢久應醒矣。料也覺、人間無味。不及夜台塵土隔，冷清清、一片埋愁地。釵鈿約，竟拋弃。 重泉若有雙魚寄 。好知他、年來苦樂，與誰相倚。我自中宵成轉側，忍聽湘弦重理。待結個、他生知已。還怕兩人俱薄命，再緣慳、剩月零風裏。清泪盡，紙灰起。

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临下线前逛一圈，才看到泰司的消息，对着回复框愣了半天，鼓励的话居然说不出只字片句来。又恼又心疼，再次泪光盈盈。红毛快给我滚回来，侬在上面是吃白饭的啊 *拍桌子*

every girl is looking for her Mr Darcy

I have had you in my head, Fitzwilliam Darcy, since I was 12 years old.

Every time I've fallen for a man, I've closed my eyes and it's been you.

So, yes, I have a past. But every instant in it contains you. Everything I am belongs to you.


我觉BBC这部胡扯的穿越剧就是拍给我这种人看的，所以一遍又一遍看得我无比动容。最后看到Mr. Darcy 写的那句 'Not one heartbeat do I foget.'  我就哭出来了，原来看个喜剧也能看得我嘎伤心……

Not one heartbeat do I foget...